early morning dreaming

you can say what you want you have to say
but my mind's made up anyway
all that bullshit you talk
might work a lot
but it's not gonna work today :}

i cant sleep...
have to get a multi-USB port...
just got GOW2.. not finished yet...
want to play sims deluxe...
bored out of my wits..
im at wits' end...
i dont think i know what im saying anymore.
hhahahaha...
im losing my mind :]

i've been unwell since.. ummm
tuesday..
flu then fever..
still recovering..

i want to hang out with deena later today..
[it's sat 2.07am, so i guess it's safe to say that :}]
she has to "see first"...

then amira...
she's going further and further and further and further and...
away from here...
my mother says she'd get me to tennesse...
[oooh... can i trust that.. get 15 and below, then can go...]
i really really want to go...
really really want to..
i'd be going before christmas..
probably..
wow!!
i'm really getting psyhed up about that!!
argh!
oh gosh.......
3 months there.. maybe...
all these maybes, but i want to gooo...
if anything goes wrong...
too bad for me..
and i'll dissapoint amira..
the bestest best friend/sister in the wworld..
i'd meet her american family...
[goes on talking about what could happen if go there]
hehehe..
..
...
....
hahaha..
haiz..
holiday..
i need that..
i miss amira...
haiya!!
i want to go!!!
closer to johnny pacar:}
hehehe

im losing the feeling..

really gotta get new friends...

that means go to a new school..

no point in tms anymore...

hmmm..

there's a problem... [my new phrase :}]

whata do? whata do???

hahahaha...

my friends are spreading apart..

hope it will work out..

stuck in my phase..

stress-close-to-losing-it phase...

sooo frigging tired...

i just i got sick coz of stress..

so sad...

:}

school began.. but that's nt on my mind :}

i want batman...

i want batman :]

i want money...

i want an island :}hehehe

i want more money...

i want hot matsaleh :]  [where to find??? *look*look hahaha]

then...

i dont know anymore...

HAHAHAHAHA...

[but i seriously want them.. give as birthday preent okay???]

sorry.for.not.been.checking.in..

have.been.real.busy.blogging.not.on.my.mind.:]

sorry.to.those.who.have.been.expecting.my.response:}

[my p.s.ses would be spaced with ".", just fyi, kays:}]