early morning dreaming

you can say what you want you have to say
but my mind's made up anyway
all that bullshit you talk
might work a lot
but it's not gonna work today :}

i cant sleep...
have to get a multi-USB port...
just got GOW2.. not finished yet...
want to play sims deluxe...
bored out of my wits..
im at wits' end...
i dont think i know what im saying anymore.
hhahahaha...
im losing my mind :]

i've been unwell since.. ummm
tuesday..
flu then fever..
still recovering..

i want to hang out with deena later today..
[it's sat 2.07am, so i guess it's safe to say that :}]
she has to "see first"...

then amira...
she's going further and further and further and further and...
away from here...
my mother says she'd get me to tennesse...
[oooh... can i trust that.. get 15 and below, then can go...]
i really really want to go...
really really want to..
i'd be going before christmas..
probably..
wow!!
i'm really getting psyhed up about that!!
argh!
oh gosh.......
3 months there.. maybe...
all these maybes, but i want to gooo...
if anything goes wrong...
too bad for me..
and i'll dissapoint amira..
the bestest best friend/sister in the wworld..
i'd meet her american family...
[goes on talking about what could happen if go there]
hehehe..
..
...
....
hahaha..
haiz..
holiday..
i need that..
i miss amira...
haiya!!
i want to go!!!
closer to johnny pacar:}
hehehe