My Dear Cancer

urgh, guys are hard to see thru.

i dont wanna be delusional,

and jump into things to fast.

And hey, maybe im wrong...

ergh, i wish i know

then it'll be easier for me

coz I dont have to wonder or imagine.

But hey, maybe im wrong...

if im wrong

then im the only one in it.

then it means im delusional.

possibly im delusional...

i dont want things to be awkward

i dont want to feel stupid

i dont want to feel like a loser

nobody does

i dont know what to do

i wanna be near you more

i wanna hold you close

i dont wanna have to let you go

i wanna know how you feel

but love is for the lucky and brave

love is especially for the brave

im not brave, i cant say it first

i wont say it first

you know i hate rejection

guys can get over it

everyone else probably can get over it

i know sooo well that i mull over things

even after sooo long it being over

i wish you would say it first :]

i would be happy if you said it first

hello again :}

haha, i haven't been here since last year