hey.

i still care about you.
why cant you see that?
why do you do this to me?
knowing that i cant forget you,
but you push me far away.

you never tell anything,
you never tell me what's going on.
i dont know what you've been thru,
because you never seem to want to talk to me.
i tried to start a conversation,
but you seem to always be busy.
i cant confirm that,
but everytime i get a reply,
you dont sound enthusiastic.
no one bit.
i really thought you'd care more than doing that to me.

seriously, how can you hate the nice guy who broke your heart.
a really, really, really nice guy.
a really nice good-looking guy.
the kind of guy most would call perfect,
if you know him not too deeply.
all i think about is the times we texted each other.
esp at night, i guess cause that's the time i think we're both free.
every night, i check my phone for msgs.
every waking minute, i think abt what might have been.
at least i haven't start dreaming about you :}
i cant remember your face, i want to.
but it'll hurt.

i hope my heart comes back
with love for you much stronger,
and not come back totally broken and replaced
for another guy to unlock.
if the latter happens, i may not be able to love you again.
i dont want that to happen.
i still want you back.
if you wait too long, it'll be bad for you and me.
esp if we're somehow made for each other.
i love you