stay close, dont go

I'm staring at the glass in front of me,
Is it half empty?
Have I ruined all you've given me?
I know I've been selfish,
I know I've been foolish,
But look through that and you will see,
That I'll do better.
I know, baby I can do better.

If you leave me tonight,
I'll wake up alone,
Don't tell me I will make it on my own.
Don't leave me tonight,
This heart of stone will sink 'til it dies,
If you leave me tonight.

Sometimes I stare at you while you are sleeping,
I listen to your breathing,
Amazed how I somehow managed to,
Sweep you off of your feet girl,
Your perfect little feet girl,
I took for granted what you do,
But I'll do better.
I know, baby I can do better.

If you leave me tonight,
I'll wake up alone,
Don't tell me I will make it on my own.
Don't leave me tonight,
This heart of stone will sink 'til it dies,
If you leave me tonight.

And don't you know,
My heart is pumping,
Oh, it's putting up the fight.
And I've got this feeling,
That everything's alright.
Don't you see?
I'm not the only one for you,
But you're the only one for me.
If you leave me tonight,
I'll wake up alone.

If you leave me tonight,
I'll wake up alone,
Don't tell me I will make it on my own.
Don't leave me tonight,
This heart of stone will sink 'til it dies,
If you leave me tonight.
Don't leave me tonight.

i so feel this way...
well most of it anyway:}

my birthday

it has been a whole month since my last post.
well, more than that but it all coz im too... bored of the internet:}
anyway. it was my birthday last saturday, 16th May.
remember deena? you still haven't wished me!!!
[it's in large so dee would remember... im heartvroken my long-time friend]
nothing happened.. seriously...
my mom's siblings came by and stayed for a really long time...
then my dad wanted to go fishing and it was getting kinda late..
we went to changi beach
i had a cake :}
i went home and sleep.
had ugama the next day, tuition and then[bumbumbumbum]
intan wanted to go out
that's pretty much what my weekend was like...
so technically, i havent really celebrated my birthday...
i dont think i want to...
coz i dont know what to do...
eelin and shermaine got me a really cool cup[thank you!!:}]
and that's the only real present i got..
i wont count money as a present..
ok.. money is one type of present and presents as another :}
so the cup is the first in the latter category:}

im not sure if i should talk abt this..

my sis introduced me with a friend of hers.
[and with not so innocent intentions;}]
i knew him since 7th May 2009
he's a really nice guy
and he can seriously entertain:}
..[really quickly said]and he's not too bad..

done i dont want to continue:}