it happened again...

i started writing this at 2.13:30 am

on the 11th of April...

my dad's birthday was 2 days ago..

didn't do much,

but what i gather is that intan made umm..

coffee and a nutella biscuit for a cake

at midnight...

AND!!!

i was ASLEEP for that!!

GOSH!!!!

but i wrote this for a different thing..

thus the title...

hayden, shawn hayden

is lost...

we let him out, with a collar

[so he's mine!!!]

but he didn't come back...

he was out since 6.55 pm 10th April...

and maria...

she's frantically worrying about him..

their relationship is weird,

she seems to hate him, and he always disturbs her...

7.30 pm is the time they get fish,

i guess maria realised hayden was missing

so she decided to check by actually wanting fish

and wanting it in my parents' room...

when she got closer to the plate, she checked under my parents' bed

[to see if he'd come out, to steal it or scare her]

but he didn't jump out or sneak out...

she left the room, leaving the fish TOTALLY untouched...

the door is still open..

he's not back yet...

before it was like after 10,

me, my dad, nurul, and my mom looked for him

we can't find him..

we searched around the blocks

my dad even goes all the way out to 147 to look for him...

he's still not back yet..

i'm typing this while looking for him..

first time i did something on the spot..

[guess i need this to be ??published?? Is that the word? share my pain]

maria started looking crazy around

9.30 or 10.30

i dont have much time to write

[parents out, coming home soon

so i cant explain a lot]

but bottom line she is really worried

and looking frantically

unlike me, was watching skip beat

she's angry at me..

i have no clue why, but my guesses

were probably right...

they are:

`i am irresponsible about my care of Shawn Hayden

`...

wait.. i don't remember..

i'll write them if i do :}

so i think that's all the time i have

before i get in trouble...

haiyo

i need to go do homework....

he can focus, can study...

dee can focus, can study...

im getting left behind....