trip to p. perhentian

loved it so much..
didnt wanna leave..
place was great..
really fun there..
really didnt wana leave at all..

full story..
SOME OTHER TIME!!!!!!!
haha
ok..
[someone not happy comp still on]

nights

part 5 i wana go home! to the jungle! !

im leaving on holiday tomorrow..
so if i dont finish the pahang story, i'll have tooooo
much to tell..


day five

ok, day five not much to tell here..
so it will be a short one..

all of us left the hotel lobby at and 2 am..
we went to the train station by bus
arrived there... not sooo sure..
so we had to wait for awhile..

the trains there are famous for arriving late..
late as in 2 hours late..
[*groan* i want to go home quick then they do this to me..]
so we waited there..
the stay-back guy was making a ruckus about
the sandwich he got..
i cant quite remember what sandwich he didnt want..
at first he was saying " who want ???? sandwich?
who want ???? sandwich?"
then he got fed up or something like that
and started saying "which m.f. want ????
sandwich? which m.f. want ???? sandwich?"

so ya.. ok..
okokokokokokokokok
ya i forgot what happened..
oh he got scolded by a teacher..
the guy fought back
say he only said m.f.
not the whole thing..
the teacher said
he understood the meaning
of m.f. so he still must stand up
and wait till the train came
while everyone sat down..
so he was like what the f***..
and continued asking people
if they want to exchange sandwiches..
saying m.f. softly..

a senior passed by
and heard of his "ordeal"
so she said why not..
everyone arnd him laughed..
everyone arnd him knew
what was going on
except her..
[she became the m.f. for a while=] ]
so that made the waiting not that bad..
i think..

luck was on our side.. we only waited for
1hr45min.....
ooookaayyy....
right..
i sat with ranjanni..
we were sitting like in the middle
so there was a table..
and on the other side of the table,
the other seats were facing our way..
and 'zuri'[i know his name isn't spelled this way]
and ali.. i had a lot of laughs sitting with them..
=].. he was sitting about 5 [ithink..]
chairs away from us.. haiz..

while everyone slept,
i was taking pics of the embarassing ones..
heehee..
but i deleted them of course..
so.. ya..
i was imagining me getting to lay beside him..
heehee...

in the morning..
as in like 8am..
im quite used to 6 hrs of sleep only
during the trip..
i bought some drinks and snacks..
he was having breakfast with friends....
we went back to our seats..

nothing much happened during the
rest of the trip to the immigration..
the second one, which is SG's..
we had to bring out our bags..
so that was dumb..
carrying our bags..
the guys took our seats..
ranjanni and i got no place..
pissed me like crap..
they sat there coz they wanted
the table to play cards..
=[.. =[ =[ =[ =[ =[ ! ! ! ! ! ! !

in the end i just sat next to some
guy i dont know...

then we got into SG
and my mum drove my and cass
to our respective homes=]

i took a shower..
it was the same length of time
before i went to pahang..

i felt like a diff person..
home almost felt ...
unknown to me...
different..
i dont really know..
but something in me felt different..

so there's part 5 for you..
yaaa ok..
=] =]

diverting away from the main issue

i just feel like writing these down..

so if you think it's all a pile of crap,

why are you on this page then?!?!

plus i prefer no one to read this..

it's abt wolves ok..

[i also dont wan cass to read =] ]

im writing this coz i feel like it, ok..

take a bite at your neck

and rip off all the flesh

i have my muzzle on..

expose your dirty blood

and bloody throat..

blood on my muzzle..

lick my mouth..

my first prey since exile..

they can get rid of me..

i'll live

i can survive on my own

wolf without a pack is

either survivor or brute

females alone are much

more vicious then those

with pack..

cubs make she-wolves weak..

wolves are the real deal..

if i were ever friends with a real lonewolf..

that would be the start of the best days of my life..

if there really was such a thing like reincarnation,

i would love to be born into a tribe that lives like wolves..

like Torak =]..

i no longer feel like being human..

i want to be wolf..

werewolf would be better..

i want that kind of freedom..

away frm ******...

it's better for a person like me..

maybe i should start refering myself as wolf..

it may make me feel better...